The Penalty Phase
By Ronald Brunsky
For a few minutes, they sat there quietly. Then despite his reluctance, John turned on the ignition. The engine turned over and idled smoothly. Although the car was going nowhere, the couple’s journey had just begun. That destination had always been man’s greatest enigma, and soon Bess and John would be a part of it.
Gazing at John, a look of understanding accompanied her smile. They hugged, as tears welled up in their eyes.
Smoke was filling the garage, and the initial scent was starting to penetrate the car’s interior. Exhaust fumes, at least in small doses, had always evoked fond memories for Bess.
She remembered the road trips when she was a young girl; mom and dad packing the car the night before, and a sleepless night would follow, as her anticipation overwhelmed any other thoughts. Rising early, they were on the road before dawn. They would play games like counting cars and first to spot a Burma Shave sign, to pass the time.
In her high-school years, the car brought new excitement. The outdoor movies and drive in restaurants made every weekend special. Her fondest memories were the trips down the lonely dirt roads where she and John would park, and the first time she knew they would always be together.
Later, their family’s station-wagon vacation trips, traveling to the kid’s soccer and baseball games, and the rides out into the country to get the perfect Christmas tree — yes, over the years, the car has brought much happiness to Bess and John. It was always such an integral part of their lives; ironically, it would now be their instrument of death.
It was a painless way to go, so everyone thought; you fell asleep and soon it was over. There was no longer any doubt; they were committed to this final act. But why were they giving up? They had their health. Was it an act of cowardice, or courage? How could mortal man judge their actions?
As the drowsiness began to overcome her, she reflected back — back to when everything seemed so perfect.